valentines day

i hate valentines day. i dont even know why. maybe its because ive never actually had a date or someone to just hold or cuddle with on valentines day, not in the 18 years ive been alive. which sort of sucks. anyways i think valentines day is dumb because its a commercial holiday that only exists so that companies can make money...

actually no all i wanted this year was someone to hold and maybe a couple of roses. and love. i wanted a lot of that.

i guess some things will never happen to me