i am so confused. he said he would walk to me. he tried. and i said i loved him. i do. and now i dont know what will happen. we know we want to try this and we are scared of the consequences. it has taken two years to establish a stable friendship. and i wouldnt call us stable. we are the least likely pair, yet we fit so well, like two puzzle pieces, one made to slip neatly next to the other. and is what we have ruined by one small step out of line? i hope not. i said i loved him. and i meant it.